Just so...

I cannot stop saying to myself,that I should go. Let myself free, reach for the air. The real air, so I can breath deeply. And be more energize to myself. But I guess, I just can't. Cause I did not know how to breath again...

It is not clear enough, it is not clear enough. I think my sight is just blurr. The image is nothing. All that I can hear is the voice in my own head...