This one make me smile... and cry....

Yeah... I'm in love but hell i feel so uncertain..I think my dream is going to crush. My heart is in pain and nobody going to hear it. but so truly, i'm so in love... In love with a guns.. and when the time is come... my head will blow up till there is nothing left.

I start to feel that I'm just a bitch, that hoping a love like in fairytale without realize it's will just fade away and never come true.

Who will listen to me?