2010 Part 2

2010, it was an unbelieveable year to me. Too many being learn in a year. There is a things that make me laugh, cry, smile, hurt, bad, good... But beside severe depression things can turn out well even not the way that I like.

The good things is I learn to love someone which I feel so on top of the world... This is the feeling that I am longing want to get fill and now I get it. And the other good things that make me think i'm going to proud to myself is finally i can feel the experience of being working people and I found out its good but still I feel so boring with it. I think the only work that I like to is self-working that I think bring more satisfaction than everything I can think of. So I decide to self-working and watch money grow by my own hand. And yea, i start love seeing the money grow.

The opposite of good is bad huh? Hmm as i am so excited having a new life as a lover, I didnt realize that heart matter is not as easy as it look. Sometimes its good, sometimes it hurt, sometimes it make me look worst. I think this year, my dam of tears keep broken. But I take it as therapy.. maybe... Yea I think in this year, this is the only things that make me feeling that I was in a circus.... I think I am the sword swallow girl...

What is the things that I hope in 2011? I guess i will make a break and leave the mark. I want 2011 the year for me. I want to get the little taste of achievement which I think not so far to reach but not so close to get a grab of it. Just that... I don't like to dream too much..

Sayonara 2010....

2010 Part 1

There is many things happen this year, the good, the bad. I guess 2010 is kinda a long year to me, even some say that the time is passed so fast like an eye blinking. It is a long year, especially when you facing so many thing that make you think that you living in the circus... Some say, once you in the circus, you could never get out of it... huh...

I just learn that life is not so easy but still can be manage, and for some reason too life can be manage-able but not heart matter. as i growing up i realize there is many things to come for us. Either it was an exciting things or make me feeling down things.

This year really making me growing up and make me realize there is more that i didn't do, there is more things that I must get through for me to say in next few years to come that I Live This Life! And making me realize that I must try to live out this life like what i wanted.

I learn to work, i learn to love, i learn to friends, I learn everything that I think I miss out in my life before. It was bring good experience, it was bring bad experience, everything. This year is totally an eye opener to me.

In other part, might tell about what things happen to me this year. and why it was an eye-opener to me. I wish someone will read my blog.

Sorry Myself (Duh!)

It is being so long time not writing in here, and in few days 2010 will come to the end. I think this year is like a roller coaster ride that keep throw me to bottom... Well, maybe life is like a roller coaster or circus(?)

Hmm i know i have not give much entry in My Piece...Of Mind. I think I should apologize to myself because i didn't put much time in here (and I hate writer's block that hitting me to bottom). I wish I can put my thought here often but yea with my busy-ness and this crazy writer's block make me leaving this blog empty.

Maybe there will be change next year? Yea I guess so... just hoping that there will be more to share next year. But before the year end I think its good to share all those crazy roller coaster of life that I through this year. Sharing is good right?( but not too much right)

See you before this years end, hope there will be nothing like the crazy stupid communication interruption that can drive a blogger crazy...

Muahxx(what the hell I'm doing?)