2010 Part 2

2010, it was an unbelieveable year to me. Too many being learn in a year. There is a things that make me laugh, cry, smile, hurt, bad, good... But beside severe depression things can turn out well even not the way that I like.

The good things is I learn to love someone which I feel so on top of the world... This is the feeling that I am longing want to get fill and now I get it. And the other good things that make me think i'm going to proud to myself is finally i can feel the experience of being working people and I found out its good but still I feel so boring with it. I think the only work that I like to is self-working that I think bring more satisfaction than everything I can think of. So I decide to self-working and watch money grow by my own hand. And yea, i start love seeing the money grow.

The opposite of good is bad huh? Hmm as i am so excited having a new life as a lover, I didnt realize that heart matter is not as easy as it look. Sometimes its good, sometimes it hurt, sometimes it make me look worst. I think this year, my dam of tears keep broken. But I take it as therapy.. maybe... Yea I think in this year, this is the only things that make me feeling that I was in a circus.... I think I am the sword swallow girl...

What is the things that I hope in 2011? I guess i will make a break and leave the mark. I want 2011 the year for me. I want to get the little taste of achievement which I think not so far to reach but not so close to get a grab of it. Just that... I don't like to dream too much..

Sayonara 2010....