I want to rise like sunshine

That is how I want my life now. I guess lately i'm so in a cloudy moods and everything is so upside down to me. Sometimes I just want to pull out the plug and let myself down under. And let it go away, but then i remember what I say to my 'college family'

When You Fall, Rise Again Like A Sunrise

That's make me realize, what is the point I give such an advice but I'm not try to following it? Why am I want to let go life that maybe will bring other luck to me? But I have to admit that I am so weak lately. Maybe most of my energy is being taken while i'm thinking about how am I going to lead my life without someone that make me feel loved? That make me tame, and make me become what I am. It was pretty painful. Even to someone who love being depressed like me.

I think the time is come for me rising like a sunrise again. I love sunrise, just like I love sunflower. I just want to lead my life again... Maybe not like before as the damage already done. But just hope I can manage to have a life I always wanted

Wise Words : Letting go did not mean you lose, it just another way to win without a taste of winning...