My Mumble

There was a time, you getting so hard handling your feeling. It was the time when you cling to that certain loss feeling you feel hurt, when you just let it you feel hurt, and when you try to forget it, the pain struck you 1000 times than you could never imagine?

I know that letting go does not mean i'm lose, it is just another way of winning but without the taste of it... but it was so hard to let go the best thing I ever had in my own life... The feeling of being loved and loving back... I think I could never feel it once again, the feeling be in cloud 9, even sometimes tears being a good friends. It is a sacrifice of wanting to be loved, let the tears fall...

I just wish there is a DELETE button in this life... so I can erase this and living a new life without being afraid to fall again... hmm :'(