I Feel Dread...Really...

This is just a little blabbering of mine...

Well, sometimes I just want to be at somewhere, the place that nobody recognised me and start again a life there. As I feel tired to my current life that is for me bring too much boredom and no challenge.

Wishing that I could tour all around the world, so I can meet people and learning something new at the place that I go. I guess that I need challenge. I need it so much that right now I feel dread about my life.

Feeling sorry to the people that I might making them angry or upset. I done it not because of my selfishness. It just all I want is to make my own decision. And hoping that I will never being told by anyone how to do or how to be....It's just that.

I guess that I must stop right now. It is not always I let out some 'hearts' here. But this is how I feel right now. Maybe a little relieved but still, cannot lift a big lump of sadness in my heart. Just hoping tomorrow would be better.